Another Week, Hopefully Another Dollar

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My Sunday evening/Monday morning anxiety is still here.  It is because I put this pressure on myself to earn more this week than I did last week.  Last Monday this was definitely my hopes and aims and I did not do it.  I made about 50% less last week than I did the week before.  I am hoping and aiming to be more productive this week.  I just wish I knew what it is I need to do to be effectively productive and earn income.  But I guess that is why I am currently figuring it out.  I keep trying to motivate myself saying that this could easily be the most productive and successful week that I have had to date.  I have no idea where this week will lead me and I need to approach it productive, positively and cheerfully.  I am living my dream….albeit, meagerly.

The aim is to keep chugging along like previous weeks.  It is almost 9AM, so almost time for me to head into my office and plug away at writing and submitting proposals for assignments.  I am also going to try and write a few articles today to get published.

I have to admit, it can be very hard not to get down on myself.  To keep moving forward and telling myself this will all work out and I will be the successful, productive person that I aim to be.  All lessons I have learned in life up until now definitely would be telling me there are red flags (what can I say, I love and thrive on near instant results), but like I have said so many times, I am following my heart and faith. This is right and it will end up being okay.

Wonder when the fear will go away?  Wonder when I will stop doubting myself so much?

To Smile.