Today is one of those day’s where time is flying by yet I feel I am getting absolutely nothing done. I keep telling myself I need to step up my game. I need to keep submitting proposals, I need to write more articles, I need to blog better. All in all, I feel like I need to work hard and/or better. I keep thinking of more and more ways that I need to step up my game.
I know, all of these things take time. I just want my results a little faster, I guess. Patience has never ever been my strong point. I know that what I need to do is just stay focused and keep plugging along and working hard. Success never is instantanious. Remain faithful that what I am doing is right. But right now, I’m feel pretty frustrated and annoyed and just want something to show for my hardwork.
(And I have to laugh at myself. I was just about to hit submit when I got a new email. It was for a job tutoring french. The humor to all of this just has to make you laugh. How humble I should be feeling.)
To Smile.


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Quite amusing timing! Similarly, I spent all summer applying for hundreds of jobs (as you know). I stayed strong and didn’t let rejection get to me until end of September, when I finally broke down and cried hysterically on my Dad shoulder while he comforted me and assured me my future was limitless. Two days later, I got my dream offer. I felt so silly. Being patient sucks, but it is a bit easier when you have faith that, in time, your goals will be achieved and your dreams will come true.