Sigh-I Need a Schedule

I am definitely ready to get myself back on a schedule. I feel like the last two to three weeks have been so crazy and random.  I have to admit, I am sick of eating cookies, drinking wine and eating out.  I am ready to get myself back on a normal eating schedule that includes a large quantity of vegetables, lettuce and maybe some fruit.  I am just feeling off and I know these things have a lot to do with it.  Also, I want to be on a normal life schedule.  I need to get back in the mode of waking up in the morning and hitting the gym.  I have to admit, I think I’m dreading this the most.  I have grown to love going to the gym at 7-7:30….6:15 seems shockingly early.

I guess I would say that I am ready for the holidays to be over.  I have definitely enjoyed them but I am ready for my house to be back to normal and to have my weekends back without having to schedule parties and other events.  One problem is that I don’t really have anything in the immediate to look forward to.  I am looking forward to getting back to normal but I don’t even really know what my normal actually is.  I quit my job the week before Thanksgiving, I haven’t actually gotten into the true, day in and day out routine of working for myself, from home, writing.  I think the months of January and February will be quite telling in how I do mentally and how well I will do financially.

Time to enjoy my last few days/hours of laziness and then be ready to start everything a new.  I can feel that 2010 will be a good year!

To Smile.